I need to sit down and start planning. The logistics of this
trip are beyond overwhelming to me right now. Things like food and maps and clothing
choices swirl through my head every day. I have to constantly apologize to all of my
friends and family who I continually bother with the most mundane questions. I
realize that you don’t probably care whether or not my jacket has a hood or what
socks I am going to try in yet another desperate attempt at finding the perfect
sock shoe combo, but it’s something I can’t seem to get past. I’ve become that
annoying person who asks the same question over and over in the hopes that an
answer will change, even though I don’t know what answer I am looking for.
What’s even more ridiculous is that I thought I loved
planning. I can spend absurd amounts of time and energy researching things, and
I have enjoyed making lists and learning about gear. Only I’m not a great
decision maker which seems to be a key trait needed for planning.
However I am a great procrastinator. So what have I been
doing on my days off? Wandering the parks of the east bay, I actually need to get
out and hike as part of my training for this trip but I know that eventually
all of those decisions are going to have to be made. Until then will just keep
stalling.
I've branched out from my usual 3-4 mile dog walk in Tilden
looking for more miles and a change in scenery. 8-12 miles seems to be my average right now.
Briones, Marin County Open Space, Samuel P. Taylor Park and Pt Reyes are full
of great trails and surprisingly full of wildlife. There have been the usual cows
and deer but also great blue herons, bobcats, foxes and coyotes. So much more
exciting than spreadsheets…